:: A Vagrant's Story ::

:: Saturday, February 14, 2004 ::

TODAY MUST DIEEE~~! >_<

Needless to say, I REALLY hate this day.

More on this later.

:: Kevin 8:07 PM [+] ::
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[Mood: Melancholy/confused]

[Music: Random traditional Irish and Celtic songs]

*sigh*
Another lost chance for redemption...

I swear, I can't understand a thing. No matter how hard I try.
It's like my mind wants me to fail. Isn't that comforting? haha...

I'm doing okay in all my classes except for physics. No matter how
much I reason through the problems, in the end, I lose....especially when it's timed
and worth a test grade...
I'm falling behind in caligulus again.

I don't know...it's all so depressing....in a subtle way, so much so that
Irish and Celtic songs aren't able to cheer me up. Airs, reels, and jigs don't
phaze me while the traditional songs make me more melancholy (in a good way...
...if that's even possible). And Irish music is suppose to be my happy music! >.<
haha.

I figured that I want to minor in music when I go to college. I also am making a goal
to be eventually proficient at the trumpet, guitar, violin, pennywhistle (tin whistle), piano, Uilleann pipes, banjo, flute (?), and some sort of percussion instrument...(a Bodhrán perhaps?).
I don't know whether or not i'm proficient at my tenor sax yet. I've been at it for 5 years and I still can't improvise for beans. haha....I dunno....
I'm too ambitious.

Well, back to my caligulus homework. I really wish that someone could help me.
I always get a feeling of annoyance from the person I ask help from.

Well, I'm out.

BTW....it's 11:11....konstantine moment.... for all you people who know what
I'm talking about... *cough*ryan*cough* =p

:: Kevin 11:11 PM [+] ::
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