:: A Vagrant's Story ::

:: Thursday, April 08, 2004 ::

[Mood: Worried]
[Music: Mad Caddies-I'm So Alone]

Whoa what a friggin' day...
.....not really....

Today--same as always.
Actually, I realized that I've never actually stepped more than 5 feet away from
the house ever since last friday night.
I've only actually stepped out to the garage to do laundry.

What a sad Spring Break.

Stuck at home and staring in front of a glowing screen all day
in hopes of some human contact by phone or AIM.
And, not suprisingly, getting hardly any of the two.

Now, I'm just worried about my homework.
More importantly, I'm worried about calculus.
AP tests come swiftly and I'm hardly prepared.
I wish I had the tutoring classes Alan has...
...he's so lucky...
...it's funny that he complains about it...
...but you can't blame him. His parents push him to the max.

Well, maybe I can finish my english poem analysis by tonight
and work on caligumalus the last 3 days of break.

What the hell?--let's jump right in...

~The Kev Man, out.

:: Kevin 8:27 PM [+] ::
...

[Mood: None of the above]

[Music: The Blue Man Group-Rods and Cones]

Conflicted...Confused...Same ol' Same ol'...
...Just going with the flow...

Well, yesterday was fun.
I tried reinstalling windows to fix some problems and it just caused
more. >.<
But, with persistance...I got it working....at 1 in the morning today. lol.
Except the online funtion was blowing chunks.
So after sleep, I woke up today and figured out what was wrong.

SUCCESS! Woo!
...well...it wasn't that great...
I should have just let it be crapped up.
It's not like anyone really talks to me or anything online. Meh...

But anyways...
...you all you people doing?
Spring break going well for ya?

Yeah....about last post....
...you gotta love people...
They suck....
...most of them anyways. Meh...

I shall now preceed with my homework.

Good evening to all.

~The Kev Man, out.

:: Kevin 8:08 PM [+] ::
...

[Mood: Crappo]

[Music: The Urge-Too much Stereo]
(woo! Music's back peoples! It's under "now playing" to the left.)

Last Night Was a Bitch for me...
...I didn't even see it coming....

Worst. Spring Break. EVER.

*sigh*
I cried last night....
....cried myself to sleep....

I just don't get it.
I don't understand myself anymore.
I'm lost in life and everything else.

I just don't get it.
Why do people think the worst of me?!
What did I do?!!?

Ironically, no one can tell me straight out.
So what am I doing wrong?

People are assuming things now!!
What the hell?!
They assume I should know.
I CAN'T READ MINDS!!!
HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU THIS?!
Things are flowing in chaos in and around me.

Man....this is utter crap....

....it's been little over a year I cried like this....

...fuck you all...

:: Kevin 10:22 AM [+] ::
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