:: A Vagrant's Story ::

"Wandering between two worlds, one dead,
The other powerless to be born,
With nowhere yet to rest my head,
Like these, on earth I wait forlorn."

~Matthew Arnold, Stanzas from the Grande Chartreuse (85-88)
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:: Saturday, June 12, 2004 ::

[Mood: Epiphany!....maybe...?]
[Music: Mad Caddies-Macho Nachos xD]

I think I figured out the conspiracy!

...well...maybe not conspiracy...
...more like...."occurrence."

Everyone has....
*drum rolls*

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...okay...screw that...

ANYways...

I figured out that you all....
....FORGOT ABOUT MeEEeEE~! >_<

...It hurts to be forgotten...

*sniff* ;_;

haha...whatever. =p
I'll show you all!
Muahahahaha!

I'll clone my self 5 times and make a ska band! xD

Ph33r |_|s
^___^

Well....so much for that...

There's nothing amazing, just the norm...

:: Kevin 9:42 PM [+] ::
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[Mood: Trapped]
[Music: The Pillows - Our Love and Peace]

Not much happening over here.
I've been trying to take it easy, and trying to think less.
It's not working too well, but I try.

Haha...today was funny.
My parents found some old tape recordings of me when I was
two years old.
Wow...I was sickenly...cute....
....and halarious.

I knew a lot of chinese for that age.
Man, at two, I knew more than I do now.
I forgot a lot of my language when I started schooling
in the valley. There wasn't anyone to practice with.
Also, I speak a dialect that's not so popular now; cantonese,
compared to the "now standard" mandrin.

Hmm...I'm always stuck at home.... -_-;;
Why doesn't anyone invite me to anything?!?!
¬¬
It's a conspiracy....
....either that, or people just don't....erm...I'll just stop
now...

Well, I guess that's all for now.

There's nothing amazing, just the norm...

:: Kevin 7:41 PM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, June 10, 2004 ::
[Mood: Contemplative (that can't be good)]
[Music: None at the moment]



I am the number


1

I am the loneliest number

_

what number are you?

this quiz by orsa


....figures...

Not much today or yesterday.

...I spend my time breaking sticks...
...pulling weeds in my backyard, of the proverbial sort;
maybe litteral too.
Maybe none at all.

I think too much. I don't know why.
It seems to do myself more harm than good.
I wonder why I can't be like the rest...selfish and happy.
Doesn't work though.
This thinking game can't be won.
I wonder why I still harbor stuff within.
I wonder why I still care about it.

I wonder how it would be like to go to the park.
I wonder how the breeze will feel while sitting under a large tree,
just staring off to the distance...
...not a care in the world...
...or to seem like not to have a care in the world.

Who'll pop up?
Who'll be back?
Will anyone come back?

I'll be waiting...

:: Kevin 5:51 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, June 08, 2004 ::
[Mood: Hmm...]
[Music: The Pillows-Instant Music]

Wow...today was cool.

First, it was like a normal school day.
Wake up at 5, get ready, get to school at 6,
wait in the car till 7, then get to school.

Except, the school was nearly empty.
I met up with the Mikester.
We chilled over there for a bit with the guys.

Band was about to head out, so we did too.
We chilled at mike's grandma's. It was cool.
We just busted soul calibur 2 for a while.
Good stuff. xD

Then we headed back up to BK. We sung a whole bunch of songs on the walk up there. Especially
the aquabats!! xD
We met up with Brad there on his lunch break.
He has a job! Coolness!

All three of us played a bit a magic-o after chowing down;
and brad headed back to work while
mike and I checked out a bookstore nearby.
Wow, they have idiots guides to EVERYTHING!!!
From finance, to online religions, to breaking up, to birdwatching....
....BIRDWATCHING!??!?!
-_-;;

Haha, so we walk back and take a few detours at some music shops and
an antique shop. I wanted to go into the antique shop, but I
felt like a burglar with my backpack on....
...but the old man inside looked like he wanted somebody to visit...
I'll gotta check that out again one day.
And at one of the music shops...wow...
I saw the most AWSOMEST guitar EVARRR!!1!1!! xD
I'm gonna go into there next time and find out how much it is.
Although, I want a bass guitar now too...
...so I dunno what to do...

Anyways, back at the house, mike and I start playing
twisted metal black. Oh man, such a good game, but freaky at
the same time. So HARD too! >_<
Co-op is harder than friggin' single player...
...well...if you're not as good as me that is... ^_~
But yeah, after playing that and watching through some of the
movies, I remembered why I stopped playing it a while ago--IT'S
JUST TOO DAMN FREAKY....AND HARD!! @_<

So 5 o'clock hits, and we flee for our buses.
Haha, him and I were talking about twisted metal black the whole way.
Good thing I had my happy music to distract me. ^_^

So I catch the metro down. Then wait half an hour for my next bus.
I started carving on some of the telephone poles there...

I love riding on the bus. I gives me time to think. It's so...peaceful.
I thought about how cool it would be to just head off
in a random direction on a Greyhound bus, and just site-see.
And maybe have a little adventure of sorts.
It'd be fun, but I sure as hell would like it more if I had others with me.
After all, happiness is shared, not hoarded by a single person.

Well, back at home...
...I felt the urge to pick up the guitar again...
...so I did....

There's nothing amazing, just the norm...


:: Kevin 8:15 PM [+] ::
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:: Monday, June 07, 2004 ::
[Mood: I feel like walking in the moolight, just me and you...]
[Music: The Pillows: Our Love and Peace]

As I sit here...
I wonder...I wonder about love and peace.
Still stuck in that dream like state from earlier,
I want to take my guitar and sing you a song.

I want to take your hand, and we'll stroll to the park;
Gazing up to the sky once and a while,
we know how lucky we are to have met.

Looking into your eyes, I see the moon;
reflecting off this wavering ocean.
I taste a drop of salt,
and I only know what this means.

The veil, gone.

I reach out to find stale air.
Brillantly lit again.
Seems this is the whisper that caresses...
...urging moments past to live once more,
burning today as they did yesternight.

I'll walk out the door to find a room with another;
trails once more....

Another night comes,
will my steps catch up to me again?
Or will it return another night?

Tucked in, my breath is the only sound.
A single star, is the only light.
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There's nothing amazing, just the norm...

:: Kevin 10:17 PM [+] ::
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[Mood: Inching closer to serenity]
[Music: The Pillows - Birthday]

Hmm....school let out on friday.
Good stuff.

Nothing really exciting happens here, just the norm...

Friday, partay at smokies house.
Fun times. I brought the x-box, hub (hubbie!), the wires, and some games.
Eventually we had 10 player halo going on. Not bad at all.

Saturday....
...I don't really remember...
....sleeping...yes...

Sunday, spent most of the day doing some lawn work and stuff.

Today, today was...kinda...melancholy...
I woke up at noon.
With the ends of a dream trailing in my mind,
I felt like picking up the guitar.

So I did, and, kept at it till around 5...

...the whole day felt so dreamlike...

I'd go into more detail, but my mind is blank right now.

Nothing really exciting happens here, just the norm...

But, there is, that paper triangle...



:: Kevin 6:16 PM [+] ::
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